It’s really hard when I thought that he’s really into me. When he shows motives that he likes me, but in the end I were abandoned hanging with full doubts on myself.
“What’s wrong with me?”
“Am I not good enough?”
I just wanna say that Don’t flirt with me if you have no plans on pursuing me. It’ll slowly kill me inside knowing that I am just an option for you. It’ll affect on how I will view myself. But still at the end of the day, I put this on my mind, “Don’t assume unless otherwise stated.” Because who knows maybe he’s just being friendly to me and I just misinterpreted his actions.
Maybe I just go with the flow and don’t expect too much next time. And lastly, I know in the end I deserve all the love in this so called crazy world. I might be hurt now, but I know it shall pass for sure…soon.